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Postmodgirl
quivering arshle

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Post Bla bla and Fucking bla (another rant)

OK I am now a free woman.

and as usuall I am involved in a speculation about why I do the things I do.

am I self absorbed? Sure

It went well I suppose, he is under the impression that it's because we dont spend enough time together, which was true. But really, I think it's because I believe that he will become detrimental to my cause (ie, that he will be a stick in the mud and drag me down).

Does this make me a cold harted bitch?

the thing is that I am under the dilusion that I have a purpose in life, and If I wanna achieve that purpose I have to work very hard and remain focused (which I feel I have not been), and if anyone, ANYONE, gets in my way I tend to drop them.

so I am stuck between the "I want to please everyone & know a ton of great folks" to "Fuck ya'll I got to focus on me". and there's alotta Feminist shit I can get into but who the hell cares about that.

So I guess Love isnt all you need when it comes to relationships. I care alot about him and I'll still do anything for him (and he said so much about me) but I dont feel bad about breaking up with him. I feel bad about hurting him but that's not the same thing. I feel bad about what I've lost in doing so, but that's not the same thing either.

hm.

So it's back to long term celibacy fer me I guess. I dont do well in 'midnight collisons' I have to care about the person ur sumthin'.

not a bad thing tho.

except I'm horney now..

ah life can suck yes?

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Well...we love you anyway.

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Tanks Boobs.

I'm just tired of learning all these damn life lessons.

damnit.



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aminal
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"do what you can with what you have where you are"

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when life gives you a lemon, eat it and see how much it hurts.
than fly and catch birds, and ride the whale in the ocean and eat soil.

what about the farmer, see?

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quins
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Just the fact that you said you have a "cause" makes you a cold-hearted, self-centered bitch.

I'm turned on by it.

*cums*

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quote:
Originally posted by melon:
when life gives you a lemon, eat it and see how much it hurts.
than fly and catch birds, and ride the whale in the ocean and eat soil.

what about the farmer, see?




Melon I have no fucking idea what that means
but I'll go with you on that.

I like lemons


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im horny too all the time
hey! we have something in common!!
damn im flirting too much today

oh well

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hehehehhehehe. At least you were nice about it. On behalf of men everywhere I thank you for that.

So, you have a special purpose that you want to focus on and work towards?

May I be so bold as to ask what it is?

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MY PURPOSE IS TO BECOME A GOD!!!

ok mebe not.

basically I'm working to fwd my carrer as an artist or whutevah. At the moment I'm focusing on painting & learning to tattoo
http://home.earthlink.net/~postmodgirl

Mah site.

I need to make a better site, that is just to serious



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Postmodgirl--you're not cruel; you're not heartless. You're not even a bitch.

You *recognized* the fact that this thing wasn't working out and took action.

Now, you'd be cruel, heartless, and a bitch had you allowed this relationship to go on, perhaps married, had an affair, and felt "stuck."

Judging from your post a few weeks ago, it was bound to happen eventually. Hopefully, the break-up was as gentle as possible. But the alternatives are infinitely worse.

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quote:
Originally posted by Agoust:
Postmodgirl--you're not cruel; you're not heartless. You're not even a bitch.




DAMN!!!



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