You're smart, but you don't apply your intelligence, either in school or in life. You need to slow down and think things through, rather than jump up at the first thing that pops into your head.
When the first thing pops into your head, you run away with it, and create scenarios where everyone is out to get you. That isn't true. You haven't had an easy life (to say the least) but most of us here have been damaged or kicked around quite a bit ourselves. We're making the best of things, and you accuse us of being fakes soemtimes, or of having evil intentions.
Try not jumping in believing that everyone is going to dislike you, or that you have to be fake to impress people. You don't have to be. You don't have to impress anyone. True, people are dependent on others for their self-image to a degree, but you should have a base love and understanding of yourself that is untouchable by others. Finding that love and understanding is what we ALL struggle with. While I won't discount your struggle, know that it is not unique and that you are not alone.
a few words of advice...courage is not the absence of fear; it is the mastery of fear.
well, my dear skape, considering your deep deep hatred towards me..i am indifferent towards you. i agree with bunkum though.
slappy is cheating on me with my supposed worst enemy. that's not cool for a wife to do.
/me doesnt get any sekz0ring
You know, I was going to type up a signature but then I said to myself: "Why fucking bother? I mean, people just ignore what you have to say anyway, and when they do read what you type up they either flame you or make fun of you for it. So, I say screw them. Screw them with a rusty shovel." Then I realized that there is a midget somewhere out there in southern California that is masturbating right now to what I have to say... All I got to say to that is: Thanks Bob.
on average i like just about everybody, depending on the day, time, and postion of orion..
But i also like being devils advocate, which annoys some people, which in a sick way i enjoy as well.
but i'm easily hurt (too sensitive i've been told) so its a bit russian rullete'y
but as one of the only few interesting people says around here to everybody for no reason at all 'you're great'
every body is great, wow its friday... i can almost feel the fesh fizzy tingle of the first cold beer than slips down my neck on a warm summers evening hmmm, closely folowed by the hit, then smoothness of a marlboro light.
the rolling beats of some jazzy drum n bass, and talking bollocks with my friends about the business that we will start once we get some cash...
then home for a blunt or two then sleep sleep sleep (an shag as well).
ahh i like big cities.
sorry i've gone of topic, i do oppologise.
And i type to fast, too many mistakes.
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